Wednesday, March 31, 2010
HEYYYY FRIENDS!
well, I'M BACK AFTER 100 YEARS! hahaha karen aren't you proud of me? :)
just a simple thought i felt sharing it would be cool.. MAKE HAPPINESS A HABIT! chanced upon thingsweforget's post-it that day, and this was what it wrote. and it really set me thinking.. whether or not i've been happy and satisfied.. and the answer was NO. hell not. AH. but! from today onwards, it's not gonna be the case anymore! there's always something good that happens in a day, something we all can look forward to. indeed, there would be people who annoy you, make you unahppy as well. but are they worth it? cus some people are merely putting on a mask, faking themselves to you, and you never wanna know what they're doing behind your back or who they really are. here they tell you A, behind your back they're doing B. well, then are these poeople worth losing your happiness over? HELL NO. and there are people who dont really give a damn about most things, while it kinda means something to you. these people aren't worthh it as well!
mmmhmm.. you've done so much for me that i'm really touched and i USED to look up to you. but i guess as our relationship kinda changes, i begin to see you from a completely differnet point of view. oh well. sometimes i begin to wonder if you're really worth being important to me, whether you're really worth everything that i've done. sometimes you seem so indifferent to everything and annoy me, but there are sometimes where you really cared, and put a smile on my face even when everything else was kinda against me. well, back to the all-time favourite word: WHATEVER.
haha on a lighter note, jurong point two days in a row with karen was REALLY fun! HAHA. although we kinda did nothing. sometimes, just talking over lunch can mean a lot and be real chillaxing. kinda comforts you to know that there are people who really care for you, who are like minded, and friends you can pour your heart to :) YAY!
THAT'S ALL FOLKS :) seeya for now! TILL THEN!
My mind's unweaving/ 5:21 AM
Saturday, January 9, 2010
HEYYYYYY!! WOW. IT'S BEEN A CRAZILY LONG TIME SINCE I LAST BLOGGED.
anyway, it's a brand new year, a brand new beginning! we're in 2010 now alrdy. time flies. whoo! ok. first of all, i really wanna thank my sexiest friends for organising that birthday surprise for me at the airport. really appreciated it although i didn't look very shocked or what. well, that's me for you! haha. thanks a lot! for waking up at 5am, for getting that super ex ballon, that cake, and all! :)
alright! time for new year resolutions:
- i MUST grow taller
- drink more water, have better complexion
- eat less, lose some weight or fats
- do well for O levels! (not that anything can be done abt it)
- study really hard in JC
- priortise issues
- be more considerate in train stations.. hahahah
- not be so spastic
- take more glam photos
- love my father,mother,brother,sister,aunty,uncle,grandma,grandpa,cousins,friends,classmates,etcetc eeven more than before!
anyway, monday's the release of the 2009 O lvl results. i really wonder what's in stored for me, but i'm just gonna get there with an open mind. be it 10 points or 6 points, there's nothing i can do already. so i'm just gonna accept it! i'm sure there'll be disappointments and delights, but whatever it is, THAT'S REALITY. cry over it, smile over it. end of story. get on with life! not as if crying 100 times over it can chane a 20 points to a 6 points right! yup! ok.
ciao!
My mind's unweaving/ 2:05 AM
Saturday, October 31, 2009
YO!
TODAY WAS SUCH AN UNPRODUCTIVE DAY. but whatever. i can't wait for the O levels to end... EUROPE!!! :) hahaha...
okay. i'm back to studying and talking nonsense with the usual 5:)
My mind's unweaving/ 8:34 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
HI WORLD. :)
today was a rather busy day. english. geog. then studied with euddy, celeste, glenda, jenna, janell, sophy and xiuxian:) haha. i managed to complete one chem paper 1, and one english essay today! yay:)
english again tmr. HAHA. and aft that, going to study with glenda and celeste! nothing much to say today, other than.. o levels are drawing near!!
zzz... ignore this part ok. olivia is a very nice junior.
My mind's unweaving/ 3:44 AM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
have you ever considered my feelings? have you? stop deciding things on your own.
My mind's unweaving/ 5:23 AM
Friday, October 9, 2009
hi.
today was so full of emotions. tears, joy, laughter, cheers, mockery. EVERYTHING. the day started of with me walking into class. seeing ann being stupid. HAHA. and some people, like marumo kana, mugging. then we cam-whored like mad.
during farewell was when everything came in. it was the first time i felt so proud to be in 4C3. we cheered for each other when we went on stage to receive awards. we cheered loudly for kana when she made her speech. we cheered for ms sim and mr choy. we cheered all the while. but i guess what we all were jumping for joy about. was when they announced the class of the year. IT'S 4C3. GET THAT. i'm sure every single person got a shock. because all of us didn't know how much our class has changed. from a class that didn't even bother to wear class tee, to a class that wore ethnic costumes, performed for teachers' day, help one another, and so much more. i can now hold my head high and say i'm from 4C3. it's been a really long way we've walked together. since 2jan 2008, we all came together, and we had an identity. as part of 3c3'08. but that didn't really mean anything to anyone of us. it's just a class. but i'm sure that 4C3'09 has a totally different meaning. it's our pride. it's been a great pleasure to be classmates with all of you. thanks for all the memories dears :)
at first i promised myself not to cry today. but when i saw Demi cry, i just couldn't control myself anymore. tears just flowed out helplessly. then i managed to keep my cool. until the school song. i never knew the meaning of the school song. the day when we must part, may crescent remain in our hearts. then we started taking photos with our friends and teachers, and all the memories since sec 1 played in my mind. from sulpa to crezeng.
it really means a lot to wear the crescent school crest on my uniform for the past 4 years. teachers in crescent are really the best i've ever met cus they sacrifice a lot just for OUR a1s. i've forged a lot of friendships in this 4 years. bernice, celeste, chyan, jenna, glenda, s-long society, seet, eudea, amelia,limin.... so much more. all the memories will stay with me forever :) maybe our paths as crescentians is coming to an end, but this doesn't mean that we'll no longer be as close as ever. WE WILL BE.
crescent, 4C3'09, 2C3'07. thank you so much :)
My mind's unweaving/ 6:22 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
yo.
the week has been a rather pleasant week i would say, for me at least. results were alright, just that siya the bacon is a curse. but she only curse me ,not herself. i can't believe she got one mark more. stupiddd. anyway, i think prelims have indicated to me which part of which subjects i've to put in more effort, and the top on the list is surely my english summary. anyway, yeah. satisfied, but i've still not reached perfection.
MSN GAMES ARE REALLY LAGGY AND -.-. hahahaha, that was random but whatever
now to the saddest part of my life. work is piling up on me once again, even worse than before. for the fulll, scary list, you may want to refer to kana's blog. :D
http://rockchicrev.livejournal.com/one more month to go, 30 more days. there's not much time left, but i'm just going to give it my best shot, cus prelims weren't.
My mind's unweaving/ 2:34 AM
