i'm trying very hard. seriously. but i don't know what the outcome would be like. i'm really trying. it's true that this year, i've only had one setback in that sense, but i've learnt from it. i really don't want anymore setbacks. i'm trying so hard, because i hate the bitterness of failure, the disappointment. not just in me, but in many others as well. maybe i'm asking for too much, but i'm trying. i really hope things would turn out fine.

SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME. it just dawned on me that MID YEARS ARE LIKE... in 1.5 weeks time. siao! :( see. the whole of next week is practically gone cus of ayg. yeah. but i'm sure we'll all enjoy the experience. :) erm. then i think i dont have any more time to revise. :( oh crap. nevermind. i'll just study for a few subjects, like 2? and just make sure i dont fail anything. hopefully. :( TIME FLIES. haha. oh no. i'm really shocked. nevermind.

anyway, i'm freed.braces off! without retainers!:D (yet) hhaa. getting them on saturday, although i have rehearsal. but i've to go on saturday or monday. which means, preview or actual performance. obviously my choice is preview! haha. but i'll be in time for the preview. :) alright. off to play the neopets game glenda and i were so amused by. WE WERE PLAYING UNTIL WE SHOUTED! haha. luckily her mother was not home. IF NOT... she might think we're mad. HAHAHA. :)

HELLO PEOPLE! :)

today, i spent a fortune on national geographic magazine which i always wanted to buy... AND.. GUESSS WHAT!!!!! i realised we're facing a perpetual food crisis! oh man. people like GLENDA please stop wasting food! HAHAHAHA. :) anyway, yeah. we've been eating too much. plus climatic changes have like.... made farmers produce less crops. which is sad... it's like.. can you imagine our great grand daughters... will only get to eat like..... 1/3 of what we're eating now? it's sad right. yeah.. hhaa. enough of food anw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHYAN WEN, JANELL AND REGINA! (L) all my lovers!!!:) chyan! hope you enjoyed yourself ytd!!!! you weren't that surprised, but at least you were touched!!! :) HAHA. love you!:) and for janell. you are the most retarded intensive partner ok. HAHAHAHA. we're slaves remember? we jie tuo already!!! and... WELFARE REGINA!!!!:) thanks for being the best ever welfare!:) i love you!!!!!!haha. times at redhill market rocks!!:) yep! ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAYS PEOPLE!:)

hmm... let me see. studied with SIT and glenda today. HAHA. :) yeah. tmr too! :) sit has the same phone as me. but i bought it for a diff purpose. her purpose is because she can take higher quality photos of herself cus it's 8MP. HAHAHA. :p

yeah. okay. i shall end here. CELESTE. I AM NOT OUTDATED.
"the power of population is indefinitely greater than the power in the earth to produce subsistence for man" -Malthus