Monday, September 14, 2009
hi!i know i'm not supposed to blog.
anyway, geog paper today was so :/ first of all, the paper was difficult. and furthermore, i just wasn't in the best state, or even in a proper state. my thoughts just couldn't flow and all. hai.. i felt like i was lost in some desert during the paper, and i just didn't really know what i was doing... WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU GERALDINE THAM!!!!!!!!!!!! tsk... geog is like. one of my better subjects, but now, i'm like.. i'll settle with a B3. B3.......that's bad. i mean, for geog to me, that's really bad. i was like.. even an A2 isn't that acceptable. and now. B3. right smack into my face. what a heavy fall it is for me. if i can't even get a B for geog, i think i'll just.. i don't know. it's just... a disaster. i hope i can manage a B3...hai... there goes my 6 points. there goes my <10. hai.. but this will spur me to work harder for O levels. ultimately, that's my goal. A1.. yes! an A for prelims for geog is beyond reach, that i'm very sure. but now i rly hope i can get a B3. that's all i want.. and i need to thank celeste in advance for her sashimi!:) yay
hmm. another paper. amath. i didn't do the last question.but paper 2, surely better than paper 1, TO ME that is... hai..not much comments on amath.
after i finished my geog paper, i realised how painful it is to have worked so hard for something, but just to see everything go down the drain. i really wanted to excel for geog. but now, my hopes are dashed. and they are flushed down the toilet bowl. A1.... i'm nowhere near there. not even at A2... and maybe, not even a B3! really demoralising.... hai..
NEVERMIND. GERALDINE THAM. YOU BETTER WORK HARDER FOR O LEVELS OK!
can't wait to get back my prelims results, cus i'm one who really hates to be kept in suspense..although it won't be good, but i just want to get them back. HORRIBLE RESULTS IS ALL THAT'S GOING TO AWAIT ME.
My mind's unweaving/ 3:59 AM