life with a goal

2010-03-31T05:21:00.001-07:00

HEYYYY FRIENDS!

well, I'M BACK AFTER 100 YEARS! hahaha karen aren't you proud of me? :)

just a simple thought i felt sharing it would be cool.. MAKE HAPPINESS A HABIT! chanced upon thingsweforget's post-it that day, and this was what it wrote. and it really set me thinking.. whether or not i've been happy and satisfied.. and the answer was NO. hell not. AH. but! from today onwards, it's not gonna be the case anymore! there's always something good that happens in a day, something we all can look forward to. indeed, there would be people who annoy you, make you unahppy as well. but are they worth it? cus some people are merely putting on a mask, faking themselves to you, and you never wanna know what they're doing behind your back or who they really are. here they tell you A, behind your back they're doing B. well, then are these poeople worth losing your happiness over? HELL NO. and there are people who dont really give a damn about most things, while it kinda means something to you. these people aren't worthh it as well!

mmmhmm.. you've done so much for me that i'm really touched and i USED to look up to you. but i guess as our relationship kinda changes, i begin to see you from a completely differnet point of view. oh well. sometimes i begin to wonder if you're really worth being important to me, whether you're really worth everything that i've done. sometimes you seem so indifferent to everything and annoy me, but there are sometimes where you really cared, and put a smile on my face even when everything else was kinda against me. well, back to the all-time favourite word: WHATEVER.

haha on a lighter note, jurong point two days in a row with karen was REALLY fun! HAHA. although we kinda did nothing. sometimes, just talking over lunch can mean a lot and be real chillaxing. kinda comforts you to know that there are people who really care for you, who are like minded, and friends you can pour your heart to :) YAY!

THAT'S ALL FOLKS :) seeya for now! TILL THEN!

2010-01-09T02:05:00.000-08:00

HEYYYYYY!! WOW. IT'S BEEN A CRAZILY LONG TIME SINCE I LAST BLOGGED.

anyway, it's a brand new year, a brand new beginning! we're in 2010 now alrdy. time flies. whoo! ok. first of all, i really wanna thank my sexiest friends for organising that birthday surprise for me at the airport. really appreciated it although i didn't look very shocked or what. well, that's me for you! haha. thanks a lot! for waking up at 5am, for getting that super ex ballon, that cake, and all! :)

alright! time for new year resolutions:

i MUST grow taller
drink more water, have better complexion
eat less, lose some weight or fats
do well for O levels! (not that anything can be done abt it)
study really hard in JC
priortise issues
be more considerate in train stations.. hahahah
not be so spastic
take more glam photos
love my father,mother,brother,sister,aunty,uncle,grandma,grandpa,cousins,friends,classmates,etcetc eeven more than before!

anyway, monday's the release of the 2009 O lvl results. i really wonder what's in stored for me, but i'm just gonna get there with an open mind. be it 10 points or 6 points, there's nothing i can do already. so i'm just gonna accept it! i'm sure there'll be disappointments and delights, but whatever it is, THAT'S REALITY. cry over it, smile over it. end of story. get on with life! not as if crying 100 times over it can chane a 20 points to a 6 points right! yup! ok.

ciao!

2009-10-31T08:34:00.001-07:00

YO!

TODAY WAS SUCH AN UNPRODUCTIVE DAY. but whatever. i can't wait for the O levels to end... EUROPE!!! :) hahaha...

okay. i'm back to studying and talking nonsense with the usual 5:)

2009-10-13T03:44:00.000-07:00

HI WORLD. :)

today was a rather busy day. english. geog. then studied with euddy, celeste, glenda, jenna, janell, sophy and xiuxian:) haha. i managed to complete one chem paper 1, and one english essay today! yay:)

english again tmr. HAHA. and aft that, going to study with glenda and celeste! nothing much to say today, other than.. o levels are drawing near!!

zzz... ignore this part ok. olivia is a very nice junior.

2009-10-11T05:23:00.001-07:00

have you ever considered my feelings? have you? stop deciding things on your own.

farewell 2009.

2009-10-09T06:22:00.000-07:00

hi.

today was so full of emotions. tears, joy, laughter, cheers, mockery. EVERYTHING. the day started of with me walking into class. seeing ann being stupid. HAHA. and some people, like marumo kana, mugging. then we cam-whored like mad.

during farewell was when everything came in. it was the first time i felt so proud to be in 4C3. we cheered for each other when we went on stage to receive awards. we cheered loudly for kana when she made her speech. we cheered for ms sim and mr choy. we cheered all the while. but i guess what we all were jumping for joy about. was when they announced the class of the year. IT'S 4C3. GET THAT. i'm sure every single person got a shock. because all of us didn't know how much our class has changed. from a class that didn't even bother to wear class tee, to a class that wore ethnic costumes, performed for teachers' day, help one another, and so much more. i can now hold my head high and say i'm from 4C3. it's been a really long way we've walked together. since 2jan 2008, we all came together, and we had an identity. as part of 3c3'08. but that didn't really mean anything to anyone of us. it's just a class. but i'm sure that 4C3'09 has a totally different meaning. it's our pride. it's been a great pleasure to be classmates with all of you. thanks for all the memories dears :)

at first i promised myself not to cry today. but when i saw Demi cry, i just couldn't control myself anymore. tears just flowed out helplessly. then i managed to keep my cool. until the school song. i never knew the meaning of the school song. the day when we must part, may crescent remain in our hearts. then we started taking photos with our friends and teachers, and all the memories since sec 1 played in my mind. from sulpa to crezeng.

it really means a lot to wear the crescent school crest on my uniform for the past 4 years. teachers in crescent are really the best i've ever met cus they sacrifice a lot just for OUR a1s. i've forged a lot of friendships in this 4 years. bernice, celeste, chyan, jenna, glenda, s-long society, seet, eudea, amelia,limin.... so much more. all the memories will stay with me forever :) maybe our paths as crescentians is coming to an end, but this doesn't mean that we'll no longer be as close as ever. WE WILL BE.

crescent, 4C3'09, 2C3'07. thank you so much :)

2009-09-27T02:34:00.003-07:00

yo.

the week has been a rather pleasant week i would say, for me at least. results were alright, just that siya the bacon is a curse. but she only curse me ,not herself. i can't believe she got one mark more. stupiddd. anyway, i think prelims have indicated to me which part of which subjects i've to put in more effort, and the top on the list is surely my english summary. anyway, yeah. satisfied, but i've still not reached perfection.

MSN GAMES ARE REALLY LAGGY AND -.-. hahahaha, that was random but whatever

now to the saddest part of my life. work is piling up on me once again, even worse than before. for the fulll, scary list, you may want to refer to kana's blog. :D http://rockchicrev.livejournal.com/
one more month to go, 30 more days. there's not much time left, but i'm just going to give it my best shot, cus prelims weren't.

2009-09-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA.OMG. I SEEM LIKE THE WORLD'S GREATEST IDIOT NOW THANKS TO GLENDA KHOO!

haha! that day, i bought my national geographic MAGazine. hahahahahaha

ok. went to ann siang with ber, chyan and jenna today! quite cool cus we went to new shops and stuff ! :) then walked quite a long way to the bus stop and went down to orchard. and we got off at the wrong bus stop. but whatever! HAHA. then i saw this quite nice dress at far east, but didn't get it in the end. i mean.. geraldine, dress? nah! haha. yep! then met celeste, and went for lunch at shaw.. and i ate pastamania!!! HAHA :) then after that was ION. again. haha. ber got this quite cool wallet for herself, but it costs a bomb! haha. not as if my wallet any cheaper, but whatever! HAHA. :) ok. i'm lazy to continue blogging. HAHA

bye

2009-09-14T03:59:00.000-07:00

hi!i know i'm not supposed to blog.

anyway, geog paper today was so :/ first of all, the paper was difficult. and furthermore, i just wasn't in the best state, or even in a proper state. my thoughts just couldn't flow and all. hai.. i felt like i was lost in some desert during the paper, and i just didn't really know what i was doing... WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU GERALDINE THAM!!!!!!!!!!!! tsk... geog is like. one of my better subjects, but now, i'm like.. i'll settle with a B3. B3.......that's bad. i mean, for geog to me, that's really bad. i was like.. even an A2 isn't that acceptable. and now. B3. right smack into my face. what a heavy fall it is for me. if i can't even get a B for geog, i think i'll just.. i don't know. it's just... a disaster. i hope i can manage a B3...hai... there goes my 6 points. there goes my <10. hai.. but this will spur me to work harder for O levels. ultimately, that's my goal. A1.. yes! an A for prelims for geog is beyond reach, that i'm very sure. but now i rly hope i can get a B3. that's all i want.. and i need to thank celeste in advance for her sashimi!:) yay

hmm. another paper. amath. i didn't do the last question.but paper 2, surely better than paper 1, TO ME that is... hai..not much comments on amath.

after i finished my geog paper, i realised how painful it is to have worked so hard for something, but just to see everything go down the drain. i really wanted to excel for geog. but now, my hopes are dashed. and they are flushed down the toilet bowl. A1.... i'm nowhere near there. not even at A2... and maybe, not even a B3! really demoralising.... hai..

NEVERMIND. GERALDINE THAM. YOU BETTER WORK HARDER FOR O LEVELS OK!

can't wait to get back my prelims results, cus i'm one who really hates to be kept in suspense..although it won't be good, but i just want to get them back. HORRIBLE RESULTS IS ALL THAT'S GOING TO AWAIT ME.

2009-09-10T01:57:00.000-07:00

HII!

I NEED TO STOP USING THE NET BEFORE I FAIL MY PRELIMS. :/ ok. i shall stop blogging until the end of prelims! which is.... about 7 days away from NOW. simply can't wait :)

yepyep! today i woke up very early, at like 630.. to meet glenda in school at 8 plus! that mad woman reached school so early. haha. we met in school to study in the library. :) and then we went for dance. which is cool :) AND WE WERE SUPPOSED TO HAVE LUNCH WITH XIU/SEET/CELESTE. but apparently. the first two decided to pangseh us. -.- but whatever. :)

home now, and havent started work!! OH GOSH. i need to buck up. ok. i'm going to do work now before you see my in tears when i get back my prelim results. they're gonna be so :/ dont want to think of it. scary.. haha. alright! :) BYE!

2009-09-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

HI!! today's 9/9/09. MY BROTHER'S FINALLY 21!!! but still as lame/childish/stupid/retarded as ever!!!!!

whatever it is, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!! :) although you're usually dumb/stupid, i still LOVE you!! :)

k. back to blogging. HAHA. well, went out with melia/seet/glenda/celeste/xiu ytd, and it was rather :/ CUS I LOST MY EZ LINK CARD!! crap. but i went to make a new one already !:) spent an odd 20 bucks for replacement. -.- nvm! then we wanted to watch dance flick, which was NC16, but 4/6 of us aren't 16! and i agree with seet. i mean, why must be aft our birthday? I MEAN IT'S DUMB. you mean on 28 dec i'll be immmature, and on 29 dec i'll be SO mature? whatever. annoyed. HAHA. so we ended up EATING AGAIN. we went to Aston's at first. then we went to Ichiban aft that! and melia introduced to this this weird looking sushi that actually tastes fantastic!HAHA. :) and glenda was eating quite a lot. but that's probably cus she didn't eat a lot at Aston's. yep! then went to look for mum aft going out with them. AND I WALKED TO KOI CAFE TO A REWARDING CUP OF BUBBLE TEA THAT COST ME ALMOST 3 DOLLARS! :( nvm nvm! haha. then went to tour round chinatown like a tourist cus lim en jie wanted to get some stuff. HAHA. then.. went to buy luggages, AND I CAN'T FIND NALGENE STILL. stupidddddddd. nvm. shall go west mall to get it some day. YAY!

yep! :) that's abt it for ytd. for today.. i kind of just woke up not long ago, and i finished one amath paper 2!:D i don't know which sch or whatever, i just found it. so i did it. HAHAH. :) yep! going to have breakfast/lunch now! :)

2009-09-07T02:35:00.000-07:00

i feel so bad/guilty now. but nvm!! thanks to the ppl who helped me lessen my guilt. MUAHAHAH

anyway, today was so unproductive. what have i done? one unit of geog. full stop. yay. i only did tourism. thats all, like 3 chapters only? oh man. and i'm doing one chem paper now. i hope i can do more by tonight. if not i can die of slow production. HAHAHA.

breakfast/lunch tmr with glenda,seet,cel,xiu and melia! at astons though.. quite far.. nvm! yep! worth the travel! yep. shall update again soon! bye!

2009-09-05T05:53:00.000-07:00

hi all:) changed my blogskin! SUPER NICE RIGHT!!

anyway, can't get that blogger bar up there off, so the best i could do was to make it black.
i feel like the most unproductive person on earth today! I TECHNICALLY DID NOTHING EXCEPT ONE CHAPTER OF GEOG. yes. your eyes weren't playing a trick on you. one chapter. HAHAHAHA.

went to jurong point with my family just now, and i think i spent a lot of money. HAHA. my brother was worse. he spent something like 4 digits? hahahaha. i bought a shirt, a belt, err, EARPHONES! (finally), and some other stuff. whatever. :p

can't wait for prelims to be over, cus i can party all day long for at least one week! haha. unless reality wakes me up, and i've the face the harsh truth. :/ nvm. be positive!:)

k. be back soon!
PS: TMR'S MY BROTHER'S BIRTHDAY BASH. so apparently, i'll be out the whole day again, and not mug. :o

2009-09-03T04:01:00.000-07:00

have we ever wondered what demoralises us the most?

i think it's when we work very hard for something, and in the end we don't reap any results. well, i think that's happening to me. esp for geog. to think i put in so much effort. it makes me so afraid. like.. i'm really afraid to take my history/amath paper tmr, cus i rly don't want to be disappointed. well, but i still have to face reality.so just let things be

praying that prelims will go on smoothly from now onwards.

2009-08-31T01:48:00.000-07:00

HI I'M BACK AGAIN.

first i need to tell bernice that she isn't a slacker. she's mad.

ok. anyway, teachers' day was like this revival thing for me. i mean.. after emath and EL prelims, i was so sad that.. i don't know. haha. but teachers' day concert was a blast! I LOVE 4C3! although our performance was a bit dumb and all, but whatever ^^ it's the process that matters after all! :)

today i was embarassed time and again. i dont know how to tell you. i don't want to embarass myself further. :) yep!

the battles continues in about... 1 more day. so i'm going to arm myself really well, and i'm not going to have any regrets. SS, BIO, EMATH, GEOG,AMATH, HISTORY. here i come

2009-08-30T23:28:00.000-07:00

WHAT AN AWESOME TEACHERS' DAY ! :)

totally loved today although it was super tiring today! haha. glenda, everything's so worth it :)

last teachers' day as a crescentian though..

2009-08-30T05:59:00.000-07:00

i really hope tmr lasts for an eternity.

2009-08-29T03:03:00.000-07:00

hi! i'm back (again). this is bad. prelims period, but still blogging. whatever

ever heard of the phrase - even the best falls? well. i guess i'm falling, even before i'm the best. english and emath was a disaster. no a catastrophe. sad. whatever. i'm so going to work harder for next week's papers, esp geog..

anyway, went out with bernice and glenda ytd to get ___. super cool!:) haha. i can't believe glenda and i thought of such a stupid idea. whatever it is, looking forward to monday! yep!:)
met glenda just now to do our nonsense. haha. :) time consuming, but surely worth it!

ok. off to mug for .... SS it shall be! HAHA. :) will blog again soon :)

2009-08-20T04:38:00.000-07:00

hola

feeling rather down today thanks to SS. :/ never felt so....___ before. hai. well, even the best fall sometimes. and i'm not the best. so surely i'll fall. whatever. i'll just accept it!well, only with failure comes success, and what matters most is that i pick myself up and continue! yep. today's lessons were so longgggggg and bad things happened. not academics, not my teachers. but ... just got reprimanded for nothing. i didn't even do anything -.- diaooo. nvm :)

yep. no tests tmr, but prelims right up next week! tmr's teachers day performance auditions, but got to wait for the people who have geog mock to finish! haha. shall do work !:)

2009-08-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

hey!

central today with bernice, celeste & jenna! pretty productive though!! so celeste should stop talking nonsense. haha. anyway, did one chapter of SS at least!! haha. and my bio 2007 paper. :))))))) THANK GOODNESS CELESTE BROUGHT HER TYS. if i would have died. haha. yep! bought her sticky to wish her luck for oral tmr! :)) mine's on wednesday, same day as CL Os results. WHAT IF.... :( WHATEVER! yep!

geog mock on tuesday is only industrial world and i just knew today. thanks bernice. if not i would have been studying for other chapters. haha. yepyep! physics mock on tuesday too! doomsday :( i've been really afraid to see the clock tick every second, because it'd just mean prelims are drawing so near and i'm really afraid to take on the challenge. and after prelims, it'd be O lvls already. there isn't much time left, i know. but i just can't get myself started. i don't know why. the drive in me is just missing. i hope i can really start soon, cus i want to peak for Os.

on the other hand, homework's piling up like crap! 4/5 papers to do this weekend, and more of other work. MADNESS! :( i rly hope all these would be over soon. hai.. okay. i'm off to do work now, before i can't hand in all my work on time!!! k!

bye:)

2009-08-02T04:04:00.001-07:00

HELLO! MICHAEL PHELPS JUST TOOK THE GOLD FOR 100M FLY(FINA)WITH WR OF 49.82! now, what have you got to say! :) didn't regret staying up late last night to just see if he won!!! WOOHOO!!!

2009-07-30T02:47:00.001-07:00

i know this isn't really the time for me to be here blogging, but whatever. i'm just in the worst mood you can ever think of now, seriously. thanks for letting me know that there's actually someone who cares about me, someone who senses my existence, unlike the others. thanks for letting me know so much, to see through people. really, thank you. maybe from the start, it was all a mistake. nothing but a horrible mistake, horrible choice that i made. i've always thought to myself, would life be different if i didn't make this choice? you all make me regret it, and today, i've confirmed it. but at least, there's someone who knows my existence. really, thank you. maybe she's the only one who really understand how i feel. yes, maybe some of you other people know it. but seriously, what have you done, other than being alliances? i feel horrible deep inside, but everyday i've to force a smile on my face. i'm tired of doing such things. really. no one would ever know me as well as __ do. seriously. i'm really sick and tired of everything. but whatever, have you ever heard of 己所不欲，勿施于人? you'll get your desserts one day. but i'm just very disappointed that things eventually turned out this way. if you would like to live in your world, go ahead. stop bringing my friends in. please. i'm getting intolerant of such things. so what? you're really not superior to anyone. or perhaps, given your character, you might be inferior. nevertheless, at least i found out today, that there are people who care for me, and notice my existence, and these are the friends whom i will cherish from now on. i will stop trying to appease you and your nonsense. thank you to those friends who have brightened up my day. :)

2009-07-30T02:47:00.000-07:00

i know this isn't really the time for me to be here blogging, but whatever. i'm just in the worst mood you can ever think of now, seriously. thanks for letting me know that there's actually someone who cares about me, someone who senses my existence, unlike the others. thanks for letting me know so much, to see through people. really, thank you. maybe from the start, it was all a mistake. nothing but a horrible mistake, horrible choice that i made. i've always thought to myself, would life be different if i didn't make this choice? you all make me regret it, and today, i've confirmed it. but at least, there's someone who knows my existence. really, thank you. maybe she's the only one who really understand how i feel. yes, maybe some of you other people know it. but seriously, what have you done, other than being alliances? i feel horrible deep inside, but everyday i've to force a smile on my face. i'm tired of doing such things. really. no one would ever know me as well as __ do. seriously. i'm really sick and tired of everything. but whatever, have you ever heard of 己所不欲己所不欲，勿施于人? you'll get your desserts one day. but i'm just very disappointed that things eventually turned out this way. if you would like to live in your world, go ahead. stop bringing my friends in. please. i'm getting intolerant of such things. so what? you're really not superior to anyone. or perhaps, given your character, you might be inferior. nevertheless, at least i found out today, that there are people who care for me, and notice my existence, and these are the friends whom i will cherish from now on. i will stop trying to appease you and your nonsense. thank you to those friends who have brightened up my day. :)

2009-07-26T04:53:00.000-07:00

hi everyone! i hate my life now, seriously! it's like a stupid routine that i go through each and every day. :/ 6-8 tests a week. SS tests weekly. emath tests weekly. mock exams. WOW! zzz. i really wonder whether doing so much would bring me to my like.. A1s.. or maybe they will just have no effects. i come home to study everyday. i study to go to school for tests. so, i kind of live to do tests. :((((((( whatever it is, i hope that all these efforts that i put in would be worthwhile when i see my results next year. really.

anyway, PRELIMS ARE COMING. something like 4/5 more weeks? that's really really really short. SHORT. it's like... half a week per subject. that's very little time. but whatever it is, i'm going to do my best for prelims, and nothing less. i remember promising myself that i would give my best for mids, but AYG and everything was like.. a barrier. BUT. I'VE NEVER EVER REGRETTED JOINING AYG. it's really fun. :)))) it's only 3-4 more months to O levels, but i'm sure these few months are going to be tiring, torturous and everything. but, i'm just going to dedicate my life to these things. after Os, i can PLAY all i want! :)

yep! thats all for now! i miss dance!!!(random) haha. wonder when i'll be back?

2009-06-20T22:24:00.000-07:00

i'm trying very hard. seriously. but i don't know what the outcome would be like. i'm really trying. it's true that this year, i've only had one setback in that sense, but i've learnt from it. i really don't want anymore setbacks. i'm trying so hard, because i hate the bitterness of failure, the disappointment. not just in me, but in many others as well. maybe i'm asking for too much, but i'm trying. i really hope things would turn out fine.

:(

2009-06-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME. it just dawned on me that MID YEARS ARE LIKE... in 1.5 weeks time. siao! :( see. the whole of next week is practically gone cus of ayg. yeah. but i'm sure we'll all enjoy the experience. :) erm. then i think i dont have any more time to revise. :( oh crap. nevermind. i'll just study for a few subjects, like 2? and just make sure i dont fail anything. hopefully. :( TIME FLIES. haha. oh no. i'm really shocked. nevermind.

anyway, i'm freed.braces off! without retainers!:D (yet) hhaa. getting them on saturday, although i have rehearsal. but i've to go on saturday or monday. which means, preview or actual performance. obviously my choice is preview! haha. but i'll be in time for the preview. :) alright. off to play the neopets game glenda and i were so amused by. WE WERE PLAYING UNTIL WE SHOUTED! haha. luckily her mother was not home. IF NOT... she might think we're mad. HAHAHA. :)

2009-06-11T06:28:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :)

today, i spent a fortune on national geographic magazine which i always wanted to buy... AND.. GUESSS WHAT!!!!! i realised we're facing a perpetual food crisis! oh man. people like GLENDA please stop wasting food! HAHAHAHA. :) anyway, yeah. we've been eating too much. plus climatic changes have like.... made farmers produce less crops. which is sad... it's like.. can you imagine our great grand daughters... will only get to eat like..... 1/3 of what we're eating now? it's sad right. yeah.. hhaa. enough of food anw.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHYAN WEN, JANELL AND REGINA! (L) all my lovers!!!:) chyan! hope you enjoyed yourself ytd!!!! you weren't that surprised, but at least you were touched!!! :) HAHA. love you!:) and for janell. you are the most retarded intensive partner ok. HAHAHAHA. we're slaves remember? we jie tuo already!!! and... WELFARE REGINA!!!!:) thanks for being the best ever welfare!:) i love you!!!!!!haha. times at redhill market rocks!!:) yep! ENJOY YOUR BIRTHDAYS PEOPLE!:)

hmm... let me see. studied with SIT and glenda today. HAHA. :) yeah. tmr too! :) sit has the same phone as me. but i bought it for a diff purpose. her purpose is because she can take higher quality photos of herself cus it's 8MP. HAHAHA. :p

yeah. okay. i shall end here. CELESTE. I AM NOT OUTDATED.
"the power of population is indefinitely greater than the power in the earth to produce subsistence for man" -Malthus

2009-04-12T05:54:00.001-07:00

hey people! :)

COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER. like over. but.. what's next's class tests, and mock exams. GRR. tuesday we've THREE tests. -.- geog, physics, emath. poof! geog's like two units (6 chapters), physics (chapter ONE to EIGHTEEN), emath (vectors & s+c triangles). :( then thurday's SS. following week. tuesday: chem mock. wednesday: chem test. thursday: bio test. friday: geog, history and amath test. :/ HECTIC. ISN'T IT. :'(

but. the good news is that CTs are over. OVER OVER OVER! haha. but mid years are coming in no time! :( CT results were rather satisfying, just that i still can't get over my languages and PHYSICS barrier. stupid. NEVERMIND. i'm going to work very very hard! (as if i've not been) hai. alright alright. i'm off to studying for..... NONO. watch superstar finals. then sleep since i've to be in school scarily early tmr :( SOMEONE SAVE ME!

2009-03-29T03:26:00.000-07:00

THIS IS BAD. I FEEL SO SLACK, AND FREE NOW. haha. you know, i havent been free since forever. EVERY SEC 4 THINKS BEING FREE IS SOMETHING BAD!! SERIOUSLY! GLENDA TOO! haha. we're like talking about how slack we are :/ it's like.... i'm done with my homework, and there's no test next week. :) i think this willl be the one and only weekend i feel this way :) HAHA. yay! hence, i shall go and do something productive, in the fun aspect. haha. :) BYE!

2009-03-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

i think there are some weird people in this world. hmm. can't figure them out. whatever.

ANYWAY, this is my free-est weekend since forever!! i've been so busy to even like, log on to MSN and talk to my friends! :) hai. how torturing life is. :( nevermind! HAHA. common tests were just over. and i think i screwed everything up. like totally. i blanked out for chem, and many others. i hated the geog paper because the first question was -.-. hai. nevermind. anyway, today, i did ALL of my homework! I FEEL SO HAPPY. i've not been completing my homework since long ago, since i usually only have three hours a day, but homework worth about 20 hours. serious!! after ballet, i went to get my new phone!:) because my old one died on me. :) glenda could guess which one i bought after like three clues i think. so smart. :p but it's a really cool phone, and i love it! (duh?!)

next week's going to be a sad sad week for me. because, i suppose i'm getting back my CT results. hai. i bet it's going to be a bad bad bad bad bad week. :( i got back english and emath already. emath was okay, and english too. just that, i missed half a mark to the next grade, and i wanted to kill myself at the moment. but nevermind.

okay. i don't know when i'm going to ever blog again. but see you soon:)

2009-02-19T05:18:00.000-08:00

hi all! school is bad. hai. no elaborations. but anyway, it's really tiring. tests. tests. tests. homework. homework.homework.CT.CT.CT.MYE.MYE.MYE.PRELIMS.PRELIMS.PRELIMS.Os.Os.Os!

OH MAN. tsk. whatever. tests are milestones to the O levels. hmm. let's see! certainly not when you have.. 6/7 tests a week? and... so many chapters tested? hoho. sec1 was like heaven. sec 2 was a vacation. sec 3 was like working in an office. sec 4 is working in a construction site. GET IT? basically, everyday, i come home feeling very tired, with mount everest like homework in front of me, despite me already doing a bukit timah hill like homework the day before. hai. wonder how people get through sec 4. just dont do work. HAHA. :p

FINE. i am going to do my WORK now. i'm going to do a bukit timah hill out of a mount everest. :p haha. geog, chinese and amath test next week! hai. JUST GO FOR REMEDIAL. this is my life.

:(

2009-01-30T06:53:00.000-08:00

LIFE IS SO HECTIC, TIRING AND SAD. i say the same things everytime. hai. :( everyday, i only look forward to bed time. :) haha. whatever. DIDN'T FAIL AMATH OK! it's a miracle! haha! (: did pretty well for physics too!(: hai. but life is so tiring. tsk tsk tsk. :( ok. fine. i shall go do work now. bye! :D

2009-01-25T02:36:00.000-08:00

hi everyone! happy chinese new year in advance!(: MAY THE YEAR AHEAD BE LESS HECTIC FOR ME. (: okay. erm, this is not very good. i'm like sick during CNY. cough, flu, sore throat, omg. sad. :( okay. i need to go off now. for tuan yuan fan at some restaurant in... somewhere in orchard. (: seeyou!

GERALDINE IS VERY VERY VERY SAD

2009-01-21T23:11:00.000-08:00

HI WORLD. I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT I'M DOING WITH MY LIFE.I FEEL LIKE A STUPID LOSER. I'M REALLY SAD. EVERYTHING THAT I'M DOING IS MEANINGLESS!
BYE. thanks for taking 1 min to read the loser's post.

GERALDINE IS TIRED, SAD, DEPRESSED, ANGRY, WHATEVER!

2009-01-17T06:46:00.000-08:00

hi world!

LET ME TELL YOU THIS: SCHOOL IS SUPER DUPER TIRING THESE DAYS!!! hai. really very tiring. hmm. everyday finish school at 3 OR LATER. let me show you: (odd&even combined)
monday: dance till ard 630
tuesday: chinese writing course till 4
wednesday: lessons till 3/330, then learning lab till 930
thursday: dance till ard 615
friday: lessons till ard 330

WOW! :( do you really think i have time to study,revise,rest? cancel out the rest part. sorry. i dont even rest. i'm seriously deprived of sleep. and we haven't counted in homework. hai. SEC 4'S REALLY HECTIC. why!!!!!!!!!! :( i'm really very tired already. AND ONLY TWO WEEKS. AND WE DIDN'T HAVE ANY TEST SO FAR, OTHER THAN EMATH AND GEOG GRADED IF YOU CONSIDER THAT. :( HAI. NEXT WEEK I'VE THREE TESTS, AND ONE CHINESE MOCK. :( WONDER HOW I'LL SURVIVE. :( times will just get harder and harderrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. tilll around june. then i can rest a bit. before mid years are here. midyear, then prelims, then Os. WOW. how fast is this year going to be? HAI. i dont even want or dare to think about it. i'm sure all the sec 4s have the same feelings as i do. sad life :(

OKAY. I'M GOING BACK TO MY HOMEWORK MOOD. GOODBYE.

(:

2009-01-04T02:52:00.000-08:00

HELLO! (: haha.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS SO TIRING. :( haha. maybe i'm not used to schoo life yet! i'm still in my holiday mood. i bet everyone is. during lessons, everybody was just stoning please. haha. i'm not an exception ^^. haha. everyone was either dozing off or sleeeping or just stoning. haha. anyway, ber,cel,jenna,chyan and i had plans to go out after our lessons. BUT. bernice the cheater ended at like 130? while celeste, jenna, chyanwen and i ended at like 3? HAHA. so bernice decided to pangseh us!!!!!! STUPID GIRL. tsk tsk tsk. anyway, can't blame her lah. 1. hours. if i were her, i also will pangseh the others! hahaha.

OKAY. then we went out to...MACS ! at great world! HAHA. demi say i keep going out! HAHA. no okay! then we talked crap and i told them about me being veyr angry. HAHAHA. i think i'm quite stupid. whatever!!!!! :D erm.. then we went to buy some things that jenna wanted to get. then we went home. so guai right! (: and i came home to do homework. sad life right. :(

OKAY. back to doing homework. seeya!

happy 2009!

2008-12-30T23:02:00.000-08:00

WOW! it's already 31st dec 2008. so fast! hmm. GONNA BE SEC 4 NEXT YEAR. fast heh. still remember being sec 1s, knowing bernice, celeste, jenna, chyan....... yeah. very fast. it's been 3 years since we've started hanging out friends! really glad to have friends like you all! (: and to selica, rong, xiuxian,sophy,demi, we've already hung out for a year! very very very fast. hai. times flies when you're having fun. sec 4's going to be hectic, and my life's going to be really really busy. hai. anyway, new year, new hopes! my main resolution is to get 6 points for Os. a bit impossible since i'm so lazy 90% of the times. but still, i'm going to give it a shot (: okay! going to spend the rest of 2008 meaningfully. hahaha. (: like... watching hot shot or little nyonya or tang xin feng bao, the dont know which version. HAHAHAHAHA. (: okay.

SEEYA! HAPPY 2009!

MICHAEL PHELPS! BLACKBERRY!

2008-12-24T04:48:00.001-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE! (: i think i want to change my blogskin, again. this one a bit boring right! HAHA. :p today, i'm here to show you all a few photos. (: going to bangkok to get a new jacket and a backpack! not for school. cus i love my crumpler (: HEHE. keep your eyes on the screen!

HEY! I PRESENT YOU WITH..
THE GREATEST OLYMPIAN OF ALL TIMES!
MICHAEL PHELPS!!!!!!!(: his books are great!

the coolest phone ever:
BLACKBERRY BOLD 9000

I WANT TO BUY THAT BLACKBERRY BOLD 9000! it's really really cool. and expensive. :( 698 with plan. wow. HAHA. it's around the price of a 16GB iphone i think. TSK. but i think it's for tech geeks. (like me) HAHAHA. serious! the applications of the phone is really cool. serious. even cooler than my ipod touch, i think. ^^
alright! i'll go off now! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL! (:

MICHAEL PHELPS (:

2008-12-21T03:19:00.001-08:00

OMG! haha. went to borders today to hunt for the will to succeed(by michael phelps, duh?). no doubt, i found it ! WOOHOO! a well spent fifty bucks. i think it's more worth it to get the book than to get five school skirts or blouses. haha. whatever (:

i'm halfway through it already. omg. it's seriously amazing. i'll not stop till i read it ten times over. he's like superman to me! or.. mr. perfect. HAHA. but not my mr right. come on, he's so tall (and i'm short) HAHA. :p LOVE IT! whoo! every word he says is so... inspirational!!!!!!!!!! (: haha.
"so many people along the way, whatever it is you aspire to do, will tell you it can't be done. but all it takes is imagination. you dream. you plan. you reach. there will be obstacles. there will be doubters. there will be mistakes. but with hard work, with belief, with confidence and trust in yourself and those around you, there are no limits."
WHOO! (: alright! i'm off to continue reading my book (: so glad i bought it. it's like the most well spent fifty bucks ever! (: I PAID FOR IT MYSELF. :p

OFF TO TAIWAN!

2008-12-03T15:05:00.000-08:00

hey people! (: i'll be away till around monday/tuesday. don't miss me k (cus i won't miss you, hoho)! YEP! see you all!

ANYWAY, starbucks yesterday was good! went to starbucks with ber, celeste and jenna to study. erm, i only ate and ate. HAHA! then wanted to go shopping. but i wanted to play bowling. so we decided to play bowling then go shopping with jenna. but we didn't in the end. yeah. long story :p anyway, enjoyed myself! (: we played four bowling games. ber won the first one, then me, then celeste. celeste didn't play the fourth one. so only ber and i played, and we played according to the O level system. hahahaaahah. so stupid. then i throw into the "drain" . HAHAHAH. THE FUNNY PART COMES. haha. i told bernice "eh. the pins are still on. eh, if we throw another one right, it's free right! hahah. " so we decided to do it. we bowled another two balls. hahahaha. guess what? WE WERE CHARGED FOR THAT! hahaaha. 20 cents each! hahahha. so stupid right! hahha. omg. funny! ( :

k. need to board now. seeyou! MEANWHILE, you can just glance or stare or whatever my photo while i'm away if you miss me! BYE!

(:

2008-11-21T01:22:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE! i just realised that i talked to glen on the phone for half an hour. :o stupid. we talked about nothing. just stupid things like imitating McDelivery, and erm... talking about anything under the sun. :p

yeah. musical evening tmr for dance, angklung and choir. good luck to the banders today! :D HAHA. banders sounds weird. whatever. (: yep! hope everything goes well tmr! (:

OMG. you know AYG is around the MYEs, chinese Os period. i'm in such a dilemma. should i join? studies is obviously more important to me. but is it so important that i'll give up my chance to take part in AYG? TSK. annoying. i wonder if i'll be able to cope. but if i dont take part, i'll become a full time mugger. which is -.-. howhowhow! :( nevermind.

i've decided that i either wanna go RJC or ACJC. but i think i'll be too dumb to be able to. :( RJC menas 6 points +appeal. WOW. congrats to me for choosing to drop HCL. :p whatever. for now, STUDIES IS OUT OF MY LIFE! :)

well well, glenda's birthday is coming. she asked me to read her mail for her. and it's damn funny. HHAAAHAHA. from birthday alarm. glenda, glenda's brithday is this sunday. choose one of our specially recommended cards and we'll send it to glenda for you. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. funny lah! :p

okyokay. i shall go off now! :p GERALDINE NEEDS TO STOP STOP STOP SLACKING. :P

COOL STUFFF!

2008-11-14T04:58:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE! i've got many many things to say today! (: COOL PHONES (gonna get them, maybe next year), LOVELY BIRTHDAY PRESENT, CLASS BBQ & DANCE! yep! long post! :D

HTC touch 3G

recently, there's this HTC phone called HTC touch 3G. evolved from touch dual.

3.2 MP camera

Sony Ericsson C902

5MP camera

$398(with plan)

Sony Ericsson C905

8.1 MP camera. (yes, 8.1)

no price yet. not released yet.

Wg Zinc II

2MP Camera

$198(with plan)

HTC touch HD. OMG!

BEST THINGS ARE LEFT FOR THE LAST!

5Mp camera

IT'S REALLY COOL.

hmm. my favourite is obviously, HTC touch HD! (: shall go check out how much it is. :D alright! next topic!

My LOVELY birthday present!(super early, heh!)

selica, rongrong, xiuxian, demi, sophy, michelle bought me a pair of havaianas! (: sophy, xiuxian, demi and i bought together. i bought this (see below), xiuxian bought a pair of slipper, demi bought the design lica and i have, but another colour, sophy too! ^^

CLASS BBQ

wow. i'm a bit tired from blogging! HAHA. :p anyway, had a blast during class bbq that day! lica, rong and xiu came early. met at jurong east then went to IMM to get stuff. HAHA. rong is a super aunty! WOW! yeah. then came home to like... do the marinating and everything. I TELL YOU. I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF! ^^ and taught lica how to prepare squids. haha. she's so funny! yeah. after that, we played gamecube. mario party. rongrong won! HAHA. we're so retarded. then after that we played taidi for a while then ms sim say she's reaching already. still made her wait anyways, we had to get the things down! I RAN TO THE MRT STATION OK! haha. then saw ms sim and got a shock! HAHA. she was wearing sunglasses. funny. anyway, we couldn't get the fire started. so got some other uncle from next door to help us. HOHO. and so, we could start cooking! WOOHOO! EVERYONE WHO CAME JUST ATE AND PLAYED! except for rong, xiu, sop, demi, lica and i (: HAHA! nevermind ^^ but we all had fun! :D yeah. then we cleared up, but rong and lica didn't stay back. :( planned to stay, but didn't in the end. yep! that's it!

dance

haha. holiday dance pracs are rather fun. but i'm so worried about 18th's lunch! OH NO! we haven't ordered ok! :( hai. need to do it soon! JIAYOU JIAYOU! yep! going to blog more about dance after musical evening. so, keep a lookout!

ALRIGHT! MY POST IS SO LONG! haha. if you've read until this line, thanks for reading! if you just scrolled down and read this, HAHA, but still, thanks for coming to my blog!!!!! :D

2008-11-10T04:35:00.000-08:00

HEY PEOPLE! i'm here to tell you that selica is a great person.. why is she great? I DON'T KNOW! :p but i think i'm greater. and without saying, prettier! ^^

haha. toured around orchard with xiuxian today. cus she wants to do braces. i think she told me in june...... HAHA. she's taking FOREVER! hahahaha.anyway, every clinic at paragon is like 5000 and above... maybe she should go lica's one or jenna's one. whatever. :p HAHA. ^^ imagine xiuxian with braces. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok.

BYE!

NEW BLOG!

2008-11-03T19:14:00.001-08:00

YAY! I'VE GOT A NEW BLOG! the old one was annoying because i couldn't change the template at all. they kept saying that there's an error. how annoying. tsk. but anyway, i've got a new template, a new URL! HAHA. this templates' really cool, just like job shadowing! HAHAHAA.

celeste's and my dream is officially shattered! thanks to charmaine! haha. :p no more dental on the bay! nevermind celeste! we change name lah! so easy! like change to... dental in the pool! HAHAHAHAHAHAH. okay. shall go off and play cake mania 3, which is a bit boring, cus i just started 5 mins ago. ahahah. :p